This is probably silly, but for I have had a series of bad dreams.What is strange is that I had one then I cleansed the place with energy and just last night the evening after I had the other.Both is rather disgusting.I just meditated and spoke to my deity about it and she said that I should talk to someone about it.I am honestly not comfortable talking about it to my mother, yet I am too afraid to fall asleep.

In my first dream we where in a place where the back door is situated above the main living area.I dreant that my father took me aside and told me I will be rapped.He told me to fight yet he also told me I will lose.I spent the rest of the dream doing dishes and repetetively locking the back door.The evening there after I cleansed the whole house with positive energy.Yet I remained uneasy.

The evening after,last night, I dreamed I was rapped.Yet I did not fight.There was two men and a woman.The head man told the other man he could have me because he no longer wanted to be united with me because I will not fight.In the dream I can not move and I do not feel anything.Not physically and not emotionally. Yet I could feel how the men feel.
I feel silly now but better also.Mayby I will be able to rest now.Thank you.Sirius.

i dont know if i would be much help but i really didnt want to read and run....i don't know alot about dreams but i am under the understanding that what you dream is often symbolic of something that needs addressing, for example are you worried about bullying in any way, shape form or have you got self esteem issues that might need addressing. please stress that these are only examples and i'm sure that someone with a bit more knowledge might be able to help more.

Darn, those are unsettling dreams. I don't know alot about Dreams. I have to be careful what I watch on tv and what I read or my mind and dreams can go dark. I like dark movies, books, tv shows. This time of year can cause Seasonal depression and i know my dreams get a little darker, too. I hope you can find solace that it is your subconscious mind and that you are Safe. I have a friend that dreams in great detail and it seems very real to her. I actually know two people like that. It can really mess them up for a few days after a dream! Where, as myself, I don't even dream in color and I can forget the dream after a few minutes. I wonder if you are a person who has quite vivid dreams. Very interesting.

First of all, you need to separate out the things that are symbols and have meaning to you. Here's how I would go about it:

First Dream:

Message from Father about forthcoming rape.

What does your Father symbolize to you? Authority figure, parent, friend, guide, advisor...what? Would he be more likely to symbolize your physical, mental or spiritual self?

What does rape symbolize to you? Loss of innocence, loss of dignity, an injustice, violence, the taking of you...what is it to you exactly? What does the place symbolize?

What were the feelings and emotions you experienced? Fear, disbelief, trust or distrust in your Father, etc...????

I can see how you would be unsettled but you need to take those dreams apart, bit by bit and you will see that there is a message there that most probably has nothing to do with a physical rape, but probably more about the loss of some part of you that perhaps you won't even feel any pain over...since in the second dream you didn't feel anything.

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It is possible that I could be someone who has vivid dreams.My nightmares certainly seem to stick around a while.Luckily I had none of those.

Thank you for your advise and for listening.I will soon tell you what I found.You all have helped me to face my fear.Thank you.

The dream has quite a few meanings to me.I need to take control of my life.For a while now I have allowed others to control me, telling myself I was simply being bendable.

My short temper has also become a problem.As well as the fact that I forgot I am not alone.I have stopped noticing my friends and family who care about me.

I have asked myself the relevant questions as well as a reading. Two aspects stand out for me- leaving behind the past and a fresh new start.

Normally when I have a bad dream I try as hard as possible to forget it.This was better.No more fighting little reminders, lots more understanding.Thank you.Sirius.

good to hear you've found your answers!