Dear RJ
This is you one year from now. You know how it has always seemed that years that have seemed promising ended up being slaps in the face? Well this year was no exception. You are expecting to have no problem paying off the car in 2011 and you are just hoping you can pay off the credit card as well. Well Highland abruptly stopped calling me about mid-March apparently many teachers fearful of losing their jobs due to the budget cut were not calling off. Things got desperate and I cashed out my IRA to get out of debt, but that gave me no breathing room. And from about mid-March until the end of April I was without internet and cable and was walking to the Library everyday to use the internet. The Hayward branch closed about the end of October. During Reaper’s I found out from another actor that Lake Station was in dire need of subs and I got my name on the list and I have been getting calls. I advise you to do that as soon as highland stops calling so you may actually be making money. No promotion at Sylvan yet, but Avarrie has resigned. They are not looking to replace her just yet, but I am going to stay in there face about it. Kristie has moved back to Mississippi, but she helped Traci, the make-up lady, to get a job there. I am interested in Traci and she seems to like met but she is playing hard to get. Don’t expect your Youtube channel or your music to be your saving grace, but don’t stop doing it. It will make you many new friends.
Get on lake stations sub list as soon as highland stops calling because you are going to need the income. Mom is lying when she says there is no mortgage on the house. As I write this we are trying to pull string to avoid eviction. She had me apply for a mortgage to buy the house but because of my loss of income the mortgage I qualify for is limited and we are having trouble getting the credit union to accept the offer even though I would likely have no problem making the payments. Frustrating I got out of debt just to get back in debt.
I know you are now unsure what to believe religiously, Well I discovered this religion called Wicca which makes a lot of sense but when I first found it I got the wrong Idea. The religion includes spells but do not get the impression that these spells will just get you whatever you want. I conclude there is not way to know what religion is correct, but I have too many of my own problems to worry about religion or politics and religion and politics I cannot wait on so solve problems.
You have been warned. Best of luck.
RJ on December 31, 2011

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Wishing you luck, luck and more luck with all that.

BB Charlie

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Give me an example of a "higher goal" in light of what i said. My goal for 2011 was gettting the undesidered circumstances out of the way and if I did, I could fucus more of this year on obtaining my wants. But there is the line by Jean Shepard in "A Christmas Story" "when ife is at its best, when all seems write with the world the most unthinkable disasters suddenly decend upon us." One goal I did not meet was a higher more sustainable income.

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This is actually a really interesting idea. I've always thought about doing this in reverse though. Writing a letter to myself to open up one or two years from now. Kind of like a mini time capsule, just two see how things have changed in my life. This is probably a great therapy tool as well.

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